Raggy Quilt – A Lesson the Hard Way
Cotton flannelette
Lay jumbled
In huge rolls of colour
Hubby helps
Laying my choices
In the trolley
Switching rolls
The colour palette is sorted
White with
Tangy fruits
Mango
Lime
Orange
Blueberry
Strong
Deep
Colour full
Rolls thump the cutting table
As she measures the lengths
She runs her scissors down the groove
They don’t rip the fabric these days
I take my treasures home
To plan
To design
To cut and stitch these bright tones
Into Raggy quilts
Christmas gifts for Grandsons
It is the beginning of October
I work by hand
Before I cut the fabric
Snipping
Samples of each
In the laundry
I dip into bowls of water
A bleed test
The glass stays clear
I am persuaded
All is well
I am wrong
1 week before Christmas
When complete
The quilts are washed
To encourage
Raggedness
As the quilts emerge from the machine
My confidence plummets
The colours have run
The white no longer crisp
The mango spoiled
What went wrong
Is a lesson for all
I tested the dye
With cold water
Only cold water
Later testing the scraps
I find
Detergent added to cold water
Liberates the dye
As does warm water
The main culprits
Blue and green
Though the others ran too
One wash was not enough
To liberate all excess dye
The boys are happy with their quilts
I’m told the colour change is not noticeable
To those who don’t know
But I know
I have promised a 3rd raggy quilt
To another child
Using the leftovers
I soak the scraps
In warm soapy water
Then rinse
The dye still runs
Another soapy warm water mix
This fabric is haemorrhaging dye
Reluctantly I add bleach
To another bucket of water
I have no option
That rich gorgeous colour
Must be dramatically reduced
I feel cheated
I have read
It isn’t necessary
To wash fabrics
Before beginning a quilt project
I was happy to accept this wisdom
And stepped into a whole lot of pain
I am also
A firm believer
In learning from
Experience
The working through the Process
Brings opportunities to learn
In this I learn
Do not swallow all I am served
Test for myself
Considering
All possibilities
I’ve since been told
Beach wear
Is often bright and leaky
A quick dip in the ocean
Salt water, acting as mordent
Fixes the colours
So perhaps
I’ll try a quick trip to the beach
Or a salt water wash next time
Words and Photographs © Denise Stanford 2012
Oh Denise How beautiful. You have written such lovely poetry about this experience. I just love it. You have made me realise again that we have to see and be grateful for the beauty and the lessons we learn in our lives. We just carry on, just another day, but we need words like yours to pull us up and to make us look at our lives in a different way. You are such a blessing.